Stop?

I knew that my happy high would come crashing down soon. I wondered why everything seemed to be going alright, well as alright as they could be. I sit here now, so damn sad. It makes me so mad. I'm sick of the both of you, making me so upset. Highs and lows, Highs and lows. I'm in a mess, a mess i cant get out of, technically i've been in it for what, 8 or so months. It's getting old but i cant get out! Why cant there be a button you press to stop feeling, stop caring, stop it all.