20/7

I hate that I rely on you so much.
I hate how I have an urge to call, MSG, spam you all the time.
I hate that I care way too fucking much.
I hate what you said to me, regardless of everything,
You were the one who wasn't meant to turn your back on me.
No matter what I did.
I hate the fact that you have her, who use to be me.
I hate that I love you that much that I can't hate you.
I hate this. I hate what happened.
And I hate that I can't back down, and forgive you.