The Cold Season

Everyones writing about winter, how that one person isn't there anymore. And yes, i join in that feeling of loneliness. But when i lay in my bed, with two doonas over me, the extra doona is replacing the heat you use to give. I think how crazy we were, i don't think this winter is colder than last, just because you're not here, but i think to myself, how we managed to sneak into spas, and spends hours in them talking, like we had all the time in the world and not letting the freezing degrees in the outside world, of course then we realise we could see the sun come up and we'd have to return home, but it seems so crazy now, and i think those nights were so very cold but i risked to just to feel the warmth i feel when you're around. That's gone, you're gone. But memories are a good thing to me, and i get to feel a slight hint of warmth everytime i think of you.