Regret?

Im not sure whats happening. I'm not sure if i have this big regret or not. I guess if i didnt do what i did, i wouldnt be who i am now. But then again, i see myself a better person back then anyways. I guess i kinda wished i never gave him up, never hurt him the way i did. That would of saved me alot of hurt too. But everything happens for a reason, right.