Sunday, November 29, 2009

'Our Date'

Hmmm, 'our date'. Doesnt seem to have the same effect as it did. We cant seem to let go of the past, the people, what happened, who we were. Your heart is so set on, what we used to be. But im so terribly sorry, that it will never be like that. As you say, im not the person i use to be. Neither are you, believe it or not. I agree that i've changed, have done things i thought i'd never do. But i think we've gotten caught up in games. We're still playing these stupid games. But you're to hard to let go, no matter who comes between us, what we've both done, how much we bicker and fight, whether we're happy or not happy.
Im not sure if this is a sign of 'love' or that we're just both scared of losing something that has become so normal. Time will tell, show us where we need to go. what to do.
But i know that today, the 29th, will always be 'our date'.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Wendys

Seriously has become a home.
First ever christmas party
Tammy, said we're family.
That would probably be the highlight of the last two and a bit years of working there.
Also makes me love christmas a whole lot more.
Parting with this job, would be heartbreaking.
Amazing amazing friendships have been made.

Friday, November 27, 2009

12am

Laptops. Tomcat. Transformers. Abusive phone calls.
All contributes to the entertainment we maintain, whilst waiting for little summer.
Sacrfices for my second family. "Adoptee sister".

Sophie really is quite amazing.