Skip It

My head is telling me this is the right thing to do, i know that. And of course, my heart is saying different. And I'm going to do what my head says because everyone on this planet knows its the right thing to do. But this whole sitting here missing you, hoping you miss me too. Going through all the good things we did, and the many many bad things we also did. Hearing, Listening, Seeing things that just have YOU all over it. And the part where i sit here and wish and hope your not off with someone else, telling them your secrets, your stories, the stuff I only knew. Can't I just skip this part? Like really? Can't I just be in that stage where i look back and think 'What the hell was i thinking' or something like that. But noo, not going to happen. I keep telling myself, i can do this, i can do this. But turning around and running back is so damn tempting but i have to do this, right? As much as i need you gone, i need you there just as much. Goodbye. Be good. I love you brodie.

"I'd start swimming"

You've been there for pretty much forever. Okay so maybe there was a few or more years that we didn't speak, but you were never gone. Pictures from our grandparents day were in my room, so not once did i ever forget. Then that day in 2006, when we got in contact was seriously the best day of my life. Since then you know all my secrets, and i know all your sneaky little secrets and i couldnt think of anything better. Your the one person who will always be there, no matter how far away we live from each other. A 14 year friendship is seriously something that can not be let go of. So, i'd just like to say, i love you, and thankyou for being you.
"If computers broke down, i'd start swimming"

Poppy,

6.1.09,

It was about this time that night. I was playing the wii, owning at the game really.

Mum comes upstairs, i knew straight away.
I ran down stairs, i'll never forget the way you looked.

I ran away, to my room, locked myself in there.

You were gone, thats all i could say.

It has now been a year, and its just as upsetting.

But i know that it was for best, for you to go.

And even though, we left the house your at,

You havent left my heart.

In the last year, i've neeed you more than ever

But i've gotten through it, with memories.

Always and Forever,

You were my bestfriend, my baby, my dog.

Rest in Peace Beautiful.