Loneliness

There's a empty feeling constantly inside me, And I feel so sad when your not around. But you're never coming back you won't be there for me like I need you too, I need to get over that and move on

3am Means Nothing, Right?

I just need you to say goodbye, I need closure. But no you disappear then turn up at my house in the early hours of the morning, 'wanting to see me'. You can do it fine, but just forgetting about someone is something I can't do. I miss you everday, but all I need from you is two words. Please?

On The Tip Of My Tongue

I could never say the three words people say when they feel so strongly about someone, to you. I don't think they'd ever come out right, and i personally don't know if they'd be truthful. I actually can't explain these feelings. Ones that have been around for around 4 years, just old flames continuing to relight until you put them out without even knowing, maybe. But when I laid next to you last night, those were on the tip of my tongue, but instead i just told you i missed you..

The Cold Season

Everyones writing about winter, how that one person isn't there anymore. And yes, i join in that feeling of loneliness. But when i lay in my bed, with two doonas over me, the extra doona is replacing the heat you use to give. I think how crazy we were, i don't think this winter is colder than last, just because you're not here, but i think to myself, how we managed to sneak into spas, and spends hours in them talking, like we had all the time in the world and not letting the freezing degrees in the outside world, of course then we realise we could see the sun come up and we'd have to return home, but it seems so crazy now, and i think those nights were so very cold but i risked to just to feel the warmth i feel when you're around. That's gone, you're gone. But memories are a good thing to me, and i get to feel a slight hint of warmth everytime i think of you.